Damn ice cream...

What do you do when you really need ice cream, but you know that if you indulge in even the tiniest bit more, you'll pass out? This is my dilemma. Especially since I have found a stash of Phish Food. But luckily, my roommate has a little more common sense than I, and has taken to verbally reprimanding me every time I reach for it.

Love is too much of a mess for me. Boy meets girl, girl likes boy, boy confuses girl, girl confesses feelings for boy, boy crushes girl. Not to mention the events of the past few days: boy asks girl for advice concerning another girl, girl gets frustrated with boy, boy gets frustrated with girl, girl yells at boy, boy asks girl to stay away from him for a while.

Yeah, seriously. As if things weren't already bad enough that he doesn't love me back, or that I have to deal with him on an everyday basis, he has now requested that I just stay away from him. But the clincher is that in his mind, he's doing the "noble thing." He seems to think that it's my choice to be upset by him, so I should just stay away from him. I wish I could! I want yell at him. How about HE stays away from ME? I mean, it was HIS choice to break my heart, why should I have to do what he wants?

Maybe it's for the best. Maybe this is the only way either of us can find any peace. Right now my brain just hurts too much to think or find the right answer.